i'm forgetting

all day i've been feeling like there was some reason 11/20 was significant. i was trying to recall who's birthday it was or what the other reason could be that the day seemed important. i just couldn't remember anything though. suddenly, it just dawned on me. 2 years ago today, i had my last dose of chemo. reading back on both 1 year ago and 2 years ago ago, i see that i was celebrating this 'chemoversary', but as i reflect today, i don't feel so celebratory. rather, i just feel surprised and relieved that the memory is fading away.